Monday, November 06, 2006
~ 11/06/2006 07:56:00 PM ~
;savoring the holiday ironically
I have to say this will be the most difficult post I have ever write, because I still have nothing special to do but staying in the hostel from the day I blogged my last post till now. I am of no interest to hanging out, and what I am thinking was going home. Recently I counted the dates that left before I could take the flight and fly back, and I find that as the time of going back drew in, I miss home, my family and previous friends much more than ever.
It is such a complicated feeling that I do not know how to express. To simplify it, is that I feel as if I am living in two worlds. When I am here, Singapore is my real world, and home is deep in my mind. I miss my friends back in my country when I am in Singapore and when I am back, I miss the friends here as well. But what can I do? That is life, I always tell myself this way, several friends of mine with whom I am sure my path will never cross also study abroad. They will have the same feeling. But of course it has to take time to adjust.
Still got English lesson today. Nothing special. We only had to correct the sentences and did some presentation. Once again, I had a strong feeling that I could not relay barely on the English enrichment lesson to improve. I had to study by myself.
Besides having lesson these days, I started to put away my stuffs and prepare for setting off. I am going to post one more the night before I set off, and more when I am back home. Now what I need is to relax. Some fun, perhaps? Anyway, I am outta here.
