Crawling in the dark tunnel of E-Learning, in which claustrophobia is the least concern, but had more rubbles of homework to clear out of my way, I signed. I expected to see the dawn of Monday...

That is how I feel for E-Learning. Once you finish one assignment, another one sprouted out of nowhere. And I was doing all this in the midst of completing Project Work (PW) 2-day Pilot Test in a secondary school, going to Nanyang Technological University for my external research programme course, training at Bedok Gym and attending meetings for Sino-Temasek Chinese Forum. At first I prepared to play basketball with Jia Wei. But due to the current circumstances, I cancelled it. It is a miracle that there are only left all the General Paper stuff, Mathematics assignments, Physics Gravitation assignment and Chemistry weekend assignment for me to finish.

General Paper question: What is the tone of this particular blog entry in Passage A? [1]
Answer: Sarcastic.
Examiner comments: Please answer in full sentences.

Okay, enough of my lameness. It is late, and I am going to grab some shut-eye. Tomorrow is not going to be an easy day. Adios amigos.

I have reconsidered it and decided not to give a shit about it. So be it, he gave up; I give up, too. I cannot let him believe me, only time can testify it. Now I am going to throw this unpleasant memory away, for good.

Next week is going to be E-Learning Week. It is interesting that finally we can try something new. Sometimes I prefer to pick up new knowledge on my own and absorb it with my own pace, rather than being lectured. Only the tutorial time is when I need help. Another reason I am raring to start the E-Learning Week is because I have more freedom to arrange my own schedule. Perhaps I can go to Bedok Gym at least twice. I feel great after every exercise. This Thursday I saw Li Meng in the gym too. He was instructed by a very professional patron. That was an old man who gave many patrons suggestions.

I went to House Committee (HC) Room with a few HC members to do a room clean-up this morning. When I saw the room, I had known that it was not going to be an easy job. LOL. We cleared up the tables and cupboards, throwing away all the waste documents and broken stuffs, leaving only the important information and academic files and materials such as TYS and Words, words, words. The Physics TYS was the 2004 version, thick and detailed. Then I hurried to open the window because the air in the room was seriously bad, and one of the captains can get allergic to dust easily. After that, the year books on the shelf attracted my attention. I saw 1986, 1991 and 2001 version year books. And many teachers that I know are there, they have been teaching for more than one decade, such as Mrs Goh, Tiong Wei and Kai zen’s Mathematics tutorial teacher, TA lecturer and my attachment teacher in-charge; Mr Ang, HOD for Mathematics; Mr Chung, HOD for English. He is one of the teachers who chose me to study here with a scholarship; Mrs Leong, my former Mathematics B teacher; Mr Ng, the Biology teacher and Mr Low, my former Mathematics A teacher.

We were treated drinks by Mr Seng, who taught History, when we were done. He did a check for the room, made some critical comments and complains and started talking about how History and Economics are highly related. I decided to use “adios” instead of “see you” when we were about to left since he is a language teacher. He replied with some foreign tongue that I understood not. Okay, next time I am going to use Japanese instead of Spanish.

I had a brief lunch at hawker centre opposite the school, and rushed of for my General Paper tuition. It is followed by a dinner with Qi Long, Tianyu, Hongde at KFC near the Siglap Park. I think that is the name of that area.

"Dominate sentiments, Man's most treacherous ally, and most perilous enemy. They can be used for, and ironically can be used against easily." This is my philosophy.

I knew it five years ago. But I am always tricked by this most powerful ally of mine and walked into its traps. Sentiments are subtle substances, and it seems that I can never learn from my mistakes. For example, I was pissed by something can never be spoken for a whole week now again. What is more, I was puzzled. And disappointed more likely. I struggled to figure out what has made the change, but failed. Twice, I hit the keyboard and tried to type out sentences that can insinuate what was bothering me, but as a Chinese idiom has pointed out, “欲盖弥彰” (the more ones try to hide, the more obvious it looks). So I gave it up, and avoided to talk about this subject completely. Maybe what I could do now is to wait and hope things could ameliorate, as a friend of mine has believed.

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